Frustration

I only remain happy playing games for a limited amount of times.  It eventually just leads towards me wanting to make my own game.  This weekend I reached that point.  It seems to be a never ending cycle.  I do work on making my own game, run out of time, go with it for a few months, then go back to the start.

It really bothers me that I can't seem to muster enough time to make my dream become a reality.  This is especially true with my new job which requires even more of my time.  So I have these ideas, which I desperately want to try out, but can't.  Very frustrating.

There is an option.  Pay someone to do all the time-consuming bits for me.  Seems like a good solution, sacrificing money for the time.  Getting my ideas in a form that someone can take a produce a usable prototype is the real challenge.  But it may be the only way moving forward.  It is something I'll have to think on.

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